Rén: (人): (Mandarin) man, person, people, someone else
Lambda ( λ ): Eleventh letter of the Greek alphabet, used in mathematical functions,
to represent wavelengths, growth rates, and the concept of unity, among other meanings. A single person, the body’s pictograph. A human standing up 人
after hours of lying down. All night on the train
we slept a slow arrow 人 through darkness, and in morning
Chinese discovered me: carrot- headed, unaccompanied. 人 Are you a person? I was asked, meaning
one: are you alone. I was. It’d been a half-year
since I had another person 人
(lying down) and yet I’d been brushed
by thousands: crowned with dynamite’s
wick, standing in λ for many, the People’s Republic
of population. Not an inch in any room, but out the window
we saw thirty-six hours of next-to-
nothing—the Mongolian border
grass shifting, wavering λ
in its graph. It’s math, empty set:
a lone tree, one hand cracked. Not only were you not here
I knew you would never
want to be—in this slow Doppler λ
of old men, who pointed out
what I (on my own) might have missed: here’s the red-flecked
bushes, these ? peppercorns that numb, that mild electric λ
current you can touch against your tongue.
The more we spoke the more people that gathered
and like some failed constant, our din λ
grew as we traveled, as the whistle cried and changed pitch
through a town, came close λ
and then behind us— λ, or daylight pulled away.
Elizabeth Lindsey Rogers’s first book is forthcoming from University of Arkansas Press in 2013.
Her poems appear in Crazyhorse, Crab Orchard Review, Field, Agni Online, Seneca Review,
Asheville Poetry Review, and many others. She is a graduate of Oberlin College, and recently,
the MFA program at Cornell University. She also spent a number of years living in rural China.
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